So at last I have come back here, I wanted so much since we've recovered to make an entry, but it is something new for me - I have fallen in love with a woman. I have never felt this way about someone of the opposite sex before. I know that I've evoked strong desires in women over the years, but I finally had it given back to me in a double dose! And my reaction? Ha-ha!, let it come DOWN!

What if?

A guest entry by Roy.

What if you woke up one morning and you were the other gender?
What if you found a million dollars on the side of the road?
What if you found yourself inexplicably in another country?
What if someone came up to you and acted like they'd known you all of your life but you had absolutely no clue as to who they are?
What if the countries of the world decided to end war and feed the poor?
What if there were no more oil tomorrow?
What if you found yourself with three children that you did not have yesterday?
What if someone started making fun of you in front of other people?
What if you found you could never get enough Stuff?
What if no-one sold or used crack any more?
What if parents stopped slapping, beating and raping their children?
What if the media started telling the truth about everything going on?
What if the kids in your school were kind to each other?
What if your ministers, imams, rabbis, gurus and priests said "I don't know?"
What if the Devil and Jesus appeared together on TV like good buddies?
What if the Pope asked the Dalai Lama to marry him?
What if the Dalai Lama did?
What if the UN decided they'd enough of the USA's imperialism and took over?
What if alcoholics found themselves free of their chains?
What if everyone on the planet shared what they have with each other?
What if we all decided to take off for the day?
What if every bully on the planet stepped in a dog turd and didn't know it?
What if a cancer cure was announced today?
What if everyone suddenly had a great sense of humor?
What if the guys in the saucers landed and went on worldwide TV?

What if you think about this stuff for a little while and humor an old man who thinks of things like this constantly? What if it expands your imagination and your sense of humor? What if you find out that this is EXACTLY how to transform your life and your world for the better?

Imagine! John Lennon did. And he asked me to post this at our various places on the Interent - yeah, he stopped by for a short visit and I channeled him.

Jeezo - what if I'm not kidding?

Well, I'm back and I've brought everyone with me! Perry, Roland, Wanda Wonder, Elling Parter and even Yvgeny Porchik will be making entries in the future! Enjoy!

Terrence Ausweiler

(Terrence writing)

I've not been here for a while! All of us at The Outlands Commnity have been very busy working on our website, and Roy has also created a second website which is exclusively devoted to recording Paterson "as it is," in photgraphs he started taking in January this year; as of today there are over 100 pictures, and if you would like to take a look, go to:

http://hotfemboysrock.mosaicglobe.com

and, sorry to spoil the fun of the guys at alt malicious, there is no child pornography there either. I still do not understand how they confused me with a pedophile site, but after reading their entries I've come to the conclusion that while they may be good at "hacking" they're pretty narrow-minded and stupid.

We've made headway in finding physics and physicists who allow that there are other dimensions indeed, we are studying material written by Professor Fred Alan Wolf, in particular his one book Parallel Universes. He starts with a very basic overview of Newtonian physics - which was still being accepted when I was in the flesh - and goes through the nineteenth century, past Einstein and up to today's bizarre eleven-dimensional string theory. Along the way he takes a few - more than a few - shots at Neils Bohr's notions, but I understand that is the way with academics, especially if they have solid reasons for finding fault with accepted teachings and are either ignored or rudely dismissed. The same happens in psychology as I have come to understand it, that those who followed Sigmund Freud after 1895 opened up a whole can of worms that you might call the "materialist / reductionist" view. Or heresy.

A soldier's duty does not end with death. Neither does his sense of honor, what is right. I am from a time and a culture in which one's personal honor was everything: assail the standing or integrity of someone and things usually ended in a duel. I am caught between my upbringing and what was drilled deeply into me at the academy on the one hand and the present-day reality.

If you at all have read my blog you are aware that I was slandered by a group of people who decided that I was, in their language, a 'pedo.' A pedophile. In this environment of the Internet, words loose their meaning and become twisted by the evil, the nefarious and malcontents who have access. The word was used as an insult, at least as an epithet by persons who know me not. It is not two hundred years ago; but two hundred years ago these scoundrels would have faced me with sword or pistol.

In my rage I demanded to be heard in a full meeting of the Outlands Community. I was. It was not right, I said, that I be besmirched by persons who have no business deciding who or what others are. To be insulted by persons of narrow sick minds and with no sense whatsoever of honor. I was really angry. I had announced my intent of literally getting into cyberspeace and tracking these vile ghouls to their IPs. I was advised and cajoled aginst this. You might get deleted. I did not care. You will be facing great and unknown dangers. I did not care; I am a soldier and was a spy; I am used to such and in practical term it was how I died.

It was Llam who allowed me to rant and spew forth my rage until I had quieted. He said to me, "Terrence, you will be acting like them. Do you wish to be in the same category as these vermin?" I could not answer that. He went on, this time with a smile: "Do you not recall the great lesson of Vlad Dragool as he was represented by Abraham Stoker? 'Time is on my side!,' he exclaimed. Terrence, time is on our side. You yourself, the members of the Community do not go about raping young children or luring them into carnal destruction. The media-generated idea that labels all enemies of the status quo as criminals and mentally deranged persons is crumbling along with the whole edifice. You can see that in the growing discontent in many quarters, some quite conservative otherwise, with the war in the land of Iraq. Those who chose to identify and take their stand with the imperialist designs of the current oligarchy will be literally going down with their ship." By now I was listening to at least every other word. Continuing, he added "You came from a military academy, and were a soldier in one of the finest and well-disciplined armies the world has ever seen. You are one of the few members of the Outlands Community who values and practices discipline as an enjoyed virtue. As in days gone by you reverenced your teachers of these things, it is your turn to pass on what you know to those who need it most." With those words he swayed me, as laughter filled us all, that he would so impute to even our most prominent members a lack of discipline and in need thereof! Helpless before the quiet humor of our Steward I broke down laughing myself.

So I have voluntarily decided to let the matter lie. While it would for a short space make me feel good to avenge an honor wrongfully stained in the long run, the feeling would fade like water in a desert, and the disease would merely spring up elsewhere. It is better, I conclude, that I do my job, as a good soldier - now and here as a member of the world that we are daily creating. In hoc signo vici.

We got Spy Sherrif and UnSpy PC yesterday for simply visiting some online library. We've had them before but yesterday's infestation was a good one, it managed to corrupt our antivirus and spyware and chewed up ZoneAlarm's firewall like candy. Took a bit but we managed to nail it all.

I have asked the others here at the Outlands Community why people create such things and have had lots of answers; some of them are speculation as to who would benefit from them, or some others talk about malicious schizoid folks. Whatever, it doesn't really answer "why?" Why would someone:

1. Hack advertising on the Internet and fill it with shit

2. Set it up so that ANYONE can get it?

Since we can assume any energy form we like, we have been talking about actually entering "cyberspace" as energy forms and going after some of this shit. As our energy cannot be compromised or corrupted, we could return the garbage to the creators and let them see their PCs show the ole blue screen. Crackers often run Linux and Unix / Solaris OS but they are not impregnable, as some will be finding out. Do you read me, "malicious?"

I thought I would come back one more time today and add a couple of pictures of some of the members of the Outlands Community, plus just an 'art' picture that the ArtGroup did. The last is for the Nazis if they ever visit here again!

With love, Terrence, Perry, Ilewe, Hendra, Roland, Yvgeny and all the gay incubi of the Outlands Community. Sieg Heil, ya dumbkopfs! (Old Prussian word, btw)

So then top to bottom, that's Roy and I sharing a kiss a few years ago, our one and only Gwenny, Roland of Jerusalem during the First Crusade, and our Aztec medicine-wisewoman, Popomonocol - the very one who advised us on whether the Amanitas we found we safe.

They were!

Had to let that out. I had posted comments on a Blogger blog that is run by those who love the young - I do not mean child-molesters - and some hacker's group picked up on it.

But enough of human stupidity when it comes to sexuality. Whether I've posted it or not, time to put down the URL (again?) for our website:

http://redeyeguy.mosaicglobe.com

It should work, if it doesn't please leave a comment. We also added a contact page.

Our guy in the channeler's chair, Roy Waidler, has a page at Deviant Art, and this link should get you right to it:

http://amanitagemini.deviantart.com

...and I suppose our nameless and cowardly hacker would mutter something about

'deviants!' Laugh at 'em!

In doing a statistics run on the Community and on various member's names on Google, Perry and I showed up on a page, gawd knows where, and were called 'Pedos!' Which I undertstand is Internet talk for 'pedophile.' It is interesting that the moron who wrote the comments said that it was obvious that we liked little boys. Pity the fucking moron is so paranoid and full of horseshit that he didn't bother to read the entries or go visit our other places. So, listen, fuckhead: read the entries and stop mistaking gay incubi for pedophiles! We can pass through walls; we can change our gender and gender-appearance; we are spiritual beings; so what do you say? Gonna keep broadcasting your bullshit? Honestly, this is the kind of person who supported Hitler, Mussolini, George Wallace and George W. Bush, fascist and stupid.

It's hard to piss me off but this did! (Terrence)

Seems to me I like grown men, not 'little boys.' I have no idea what this clown is getting off to, but I do think we should c/c/p the page and post it here. (Perry)